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What if… Some Connections Expire to Protect Our Evolution? (Thyristor Fate — When the Current Stops Flowing) You see them again. The same eyes, the same voice, the same name — but the current between you doesn’t flow like it used to. Something unspoken hums: the voltage is different. That’s Thyristor Fate — when two souls that once sparked now hum on separate frequencies. It isn’t betrayal. It isn’t indifference. It’s physics. Energy seeks equilibrium, not nostalgia. There was a time when your currents intertwined, completing the circuit. You powered each other’s growth, mirrored each other’s lessons, shared resonance. But then, quietly, you both changed configurations. One expanded, one grounded. The circuit broke not from anger, but from evolution. The human heart struggles with this law of resonance. We cling to the face, the history, the “how it used to feel.” But spirit moves like electricity — fluid, silent, adaptive. You can’t force a spark in a socket that’s no longer wired for...

Day-to-day life is often more difficult for those of us that have suffered (or in the middle of healing) with CPTSD (Complex PTSD) than for those with PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) because CPTSD typically involves more chronic, pervasive, and relational trauma, and its symptoms affect more areas of functioning. I will also share some tips and tricks that may help your day be a bit less overwhelming.  Here’s a breakdown of why daily life tends to be more challenging with CPTSD: 🔁  1. Chronicity of Trauma PTSD often develops from a single traumatic event (e.g., accident, natural disaster, assault). CPTSD results from prolonged, repeated trauma, usually in childhood or captivity-like situations (e.g., abuse, neglect, trafficking, war captivity). ❗Chronic trauma rewires survival responses into baseline personality traits and identity patterns. 🧠 2. Broader Symptom Scope CPTSD includes all the symptoms of PTSD plus: Affect dysregulation: extreme mood swings, emotional num...

This article post hits closer to my heart.  There’s a strange, lonely irony in awakening: the moment you begin to see more clearly, the world around you often sees you less. Instead of being celebrated, you’re called “crazy.” Not because you’ve lost your mind, but because you’ve stepped outside the rules most people live by. I’ve felt it personally — that sharp edge of invisibility. You try to share what you see, what you sense, what you know, and suddenly you’re met with tilted heads, half-smiles, or silence. You’re made to feel unseen, as if your inner world doesn’t count. Unintelligent, because what you’re speaking can’t be proven by their standards. Underdog and outcasted, because you don’t fit the box they built. Mistreated and misunderstood, simply for existing in a way that challenges the comfort of others. For many of us, the lesson begins young. We learn to swallow our words, to hide our visions, to shrink our questions. We bury them deep because the risk feels too high: ...